Nicole Kidman admits she was ‘very fearful and deeply vulnerable’ after Keith Urban divorce

Nicole Kidman has been through one highly scrutinized Hollywood divorce before — but she says splitting from Keith Urban hasn't made heartbreak any easier.

"It's all new," the actress said in a cover interview with British Vogue .

"Every time!" Just months after her 19-year marriage to Keith Urban officially ended, the Oscar-winning actress is opening up about the emotional journey of starting over — admitting there was a point when she was "very fearful and deeply vulnerable" but ultimately decided she had to move forward.

NICOLE KIDMAN FILES FOR DIVORCE FROM KEITH URBAN CITING 'MARITAL DIFFICULTIES' "Free falling?" she asked herself, as she searched for the right words to describe this chapter of her life.

"Jumping off?" Then came the question that seemed to capture her life at the moment.

"Like, where am I going? And what’s next?" Kidman, 59, filed for divorce from Urban, 58, last September in Nashville after nearly two decades of marriage.

Their divorce was finalized in January, with irreconcilable differences cited and Kidman named the primary residential parent of their two daughters.

The former couple agreed to make major decisions involving the girls jointly.

Neither party sought spousal support, and both waived their right to appear at the divorce hearing.

NICOLE KIDMAN PLANS ON BECOMING A DEATH DOULA AS SHE ADMITS IT 'MAY SOUND A LITTLE WEIRD' While Kidman didn't get into the details of what led to the split, she revealed what it felt like to be on the other side of a life she thought she understood.

"I’ve approached my whole life like that," she said of her "feelings first" philosophy.

"That’s just who I am.

I don’t overthink things and I’m probably not that analytical.

I’m far more feeling-centred and I lead with my heart.